New releases from Earth Mantra, Webbed Hand Records, Senile Dementia Productions and Kopp netlabels. A mostly russian flavored show. What can I say... so much good dark ambient music is from Russia. I downloaded [again...] the entire catalog from Senile Dementia Productions. And I have to say... this was not fun. It was track by track one at at time. I don't understand why they don't make their music available at archive.org. But I was pleased to see they are now sharing the music clearly with... Topics: sadayatana, ambient, dark ambient, podcast
It's that time of year again... you know --turkey time. Except when you're a vegetarian you have to settle for tofu-turkey. If you can get it. Otherwise it's more like a biscuit, some mashed potatoes and cranberry something. It can suck being vegetarian, but never worse than on thanksgiving. I spent it in a flooded laundromat cleaning my socks. Which was good cause I needed to replace them after the water invaded my shoes. For this show I tried to concentrate on the dark side of the earth... Topics: sadayatana, ambient, dark ambient, podcast
Got to play some tracks from new releases from Webbed Hand Records. Melophobia's "Fukushima (11_04M)" and No-xygen's U-235. It was some heavy stuff. My heart goes out to the people of Japan. Some of the music played tonight was inspired by recent events. It's been on everyone's mind. It's been on mine anyway. startartisttitle00:00EugeneKhaBad Dream05:48Second ThoughtSend More Bees, Sned Moor Bess11:55SadayatanaVoiceover13:00FugaSatanaeBehind the Mirror21:15jmdkmso many concubines and... Topics: sadayatana, ambient, dark ambient, podcast
This is an impromptu show from this past Wednesday night. It was more of an experimental, just for fun testing type deal, not really meant to be podcast. But then disaster struck --my computer died. If you were listening Friday at the regularly scheduled time for Sadayatana you may have noticed it was a repeat of a previous show. Well now you know why. But the podcast must go on, so here is the show from Wednesday. Computer repairs going good. See you next week. startartisttitle02:38Louigi... Topics: sadayatana, ambient, dark ambient, podcast
New year's eve at Stillstream.com with Sadayatana at the helm. Why this brings to mind the ending of "The Cabinet of Doctor Caligari", I'm not sure I can say... Starting with this cool release from A Quiet Norway called "Live!", the show breaks into some film music from an Italian Giallo that never was. My microphone fails me again (actually it's me failing to setup my mic properly, I'll get the hang of this eventually --I'm used to a radio studio what can I say?) A track... Topics: sadayatana, ambient, dark ambient, podcast
Starting with an hour long piece by Palancar that reminds me of Eno's bell studies and experiments I did inspired by same. Most of the rest of the show is devoted to dark ambient releases from the dna-productions netlabel. And finishing with a game of tag between To Repel Ghosts and Nagual Art --this is as christmas-y as I will be getting. * Palancar: Singularity * DJ Speaks Epsilon Eridani: Lamentos Lejanos * Epsilon Eridani: Falling Asleep * Epsilon Eridani: Unknown Message Received From A... Topics: sadayatana, ambient, dark ambient, podcast
Earlier in the week I emailed Gastón Arévalo asking him to release his live version of his Marea release as Creative Commons music --so I could play it on my show. Yay! He did, so that's how I started this week. The rest of the show is a mix of tracks from the Dark Winter and eg0cide netlabels. Both labels are kind enough to release all their tracks as Creative Commons share and share alike. Allowing me to remix and adapt, provided that attribution is provided. Thank you Dark Winter and... Topics: sadayatana, ambient, dark ambient, podcast
Wow. Double wow. Nice live set by Dan Minoza, but then there were a few glitches. I think maybe streaming from Philly to Texas at 320kbps was not a good idea. What can I say, it worked when we were testing it. We'll have to do more tests later. I like this live stuff. I hope there will be more... Anyway on to the other wow --Dan was kind enough to send me his recording of his live set. So I dropped it into the podcast on top of the glitched version. Sorry stream audience but at least you can... Topics: sadayatana, ambient, dark ambient, podcast
Playing a lot of smaller tracks makes for a longer time editing the resulting playlist, makes for a later night getting the podcast ready before bed. Remind of this next week as I'm doing my show... I'm thinking of using this Flores Funebres track "Depressive Personality Disorder" as kind of a theme song. I suppose I should email and ask the artist if it's ok. Nice short evocative track. Very cinematic. This week I'm struck again by the quality of releases on the ambientaria netlabel.... Topics: sadayatana, ambient, dark ambient, podcast
Since my show is preempted by the City Skies Concert series, I did an unscheduled raid on the stream early early this morning. Here is the result. I hope you like it. startartisttitle00:00Joe Frawley (Rachel Rambach, vocals)Angel Box One01:53Kirill PlatonkinCellar Of Mind06:30Disturbed Earthshade12:45Kirill PlatonkinThe Wind Is In15:01Kirill PlatonkinAt The Bottom Of A Ravine16:58PalancarFalling Free22:34MetashpereStalker27:22Synaptic NecropolisSpherical Wastelands31:35Snake SurikovMemoirs on a... Topics: sadayatana, ambient, dark ambient, podcast
Played the entire Deprivation Chamber release from bfwrecordings netlabel, albeit mixed in with the rest of the show. Really nice dark release. Also a couple tracks from the new release from Elias Moreno. I took the liberty of mixing (briefly) some H.P. Lovecraft over the top of one track. Since we had been talking about Lovecraft earlier in the chatroom --and Elias Moreno was kind enough to release his music CC share-a-like. Very nice. Special thanks to Shane Morris, Dan Minoza and Jessica... Topics: sadayatana, ambient, dark ambient, podcast
Couple cool tracks from the new Mayfairgrin release "This Delicate Confusion" on Webbed Hand Records. The rest of it is like a wacky electronica thing (wacky good!) The drumming on that "Sleep For Now" track reminds me of Peter Gabriel's "Last Temptation of Christ" soundtrack. The rest is as you see below... except I got to play another unreleased track from Magnetic Wind's upcoming release "La Petite Morte": "L'enfant fille (Baby Girl)". Very... Topics: sadayatana, ambient, dark ambient, podcast
A bit of a rough show. I did the best I could. A bit bummed out as Lucette Bourdin passed away yesterday. I didn't know her very well except by way of her music. We did get a chance to chat a bit in the stillstream chatroom. Nice lady who will live on through her music and art. I got to play some more from Joe Frawley. This time from his release "A Book of Dreams". I alternated his Tangerine Parts I through V with tracks from the new release from Jack Anderton: "The Missing... Topics: sadayatana, ambient, dark ambient, podcast
Ayn says: "When I caught Pico Henry I thought I was just going to take him to the humane society (2 cats already). They asked for a name when I signed him in and I was studying for my ARRL exam... so I almost said pico fared, but thought they would mess it up and I said Pico Henry... then they said they would have to put him down due to the mange and being super feral...so I brought him home. It was tough and now he is super sweet! When I am depressed, I think, if Pico Henry could make... Topics: sadayatana, ambient, dark ambient, podcast
This is my Christmas show. Allan Goodman is doing a show in my slot this week. It's his birthday. Happy birthday Allan. Merry Christmas. This was an unscheduled raid on stillstream.com Was having some trouble with my microphone (again.) Instead of voice-overs back announcing the tracks there is some ambient background field recordings. It's like watching a football game without the announcers. Which if I had to watch a football game I would want it to be without announcers. So maybe this is a... Topics: sadayatana, ambient, dark ambient, podcast
Seque mixing Gaston Arevalo’s release “Marea” into a couple tracks by Russian emusician Slow and then into a long Saluki Regicide track. The second of three by Saluki Regicide in the webbed hand rain series. I follow up with a few odd tracks and some recent releases from Dark Winter netlabel. One of which causes some moaning (in the chatroom) about the moaning in the song. All in a day’s work… * Gaston Arevalo: Marea * Gaston Arevalo: Hielo Norte * Gaston Arevalo: Latitud * Gaston... Topics: sadayatana, ambient, dark ambient, podcast
The show opens with the title track from Joe Frawley's "Left Cincinnati". Joe was kind enough to send me this CD a couple days ago. I am so glad he did. You will be too. New releases from the Dark Winter, Webbed Hand and Earth Mantra netlabels. Kirill Platonkin, ZMG, and Rigel Orionis are the respective artists. The second hour of the show features either music from the Just Not Normal Netlabel, or music I was introduced to by listening to NTNS Radio. Thank you Mark Stolk aka Mystahr!... Topics: sadayatana, ambient, dark ambient, podcast
Mostly new or recent releases tonight from webbed hand records, dark winter, bfw recordings, clinical archives and basic_sounds. It was a good couple weeks for dark experimental releases. I thought so anyway, I think you will agree. There's about 15 seconds of silence at the beginning of this one. I could have edited this out but I have to get some sleep at some point... startartisttitle00:17Closer Contact + MeteerTransit One01:39Closer Contact + MeteerFergusson Island11:30SadayatanaShow... Topics: sadayatana, ambient, dark ambient, experimental, podcast
Well that's the fastest the podcast has gone up. Still working out the bugs in the scripts I use but it's getting faster and faster. If I can get up to 88 miles per hour the podcast might possibly be here before the show even starts. startartisttitle00:00PalancarJanuary 6, 2008 (City Abandoned to Electric Birds)29:05SadayatanaVoiceover30:22VACVVMPylons36:04abre ojosearth49:56Red FogCarbon Cream59:50foselleeran rainforest63:51NightechExertion66:10FugaSatanaeWhisperer74:49HalgrathDeep Underwater... Topics: sadayatana, ambient, dark ambient, experimental, podcast
Filling in for Vir Unis on Rabbit Hole Radio, it's kind of a combo Sadayatana RHR flavored show. I took it easy and played some of my favorite longer tracks. A couple from Disturbed Earth's excellent release "hotel", and one of my favorite tracks from the Darkwinter netlabel, Subseason: II. Wrapping things up with tracks from Shane Morris' tribal flavored release "Equinox", among other assorted groovy tracks. startartisttitle00:00Disturbed... Topics: sadayatana, ambient, dark ambient, experimental, podcast
Epic set by Shane Morris. A couple glitches but somehow they go with the set. Tried for a dark cinematic type of ambient. Hope you like it. Thanks to the KMUD (shortwave) Mojave Phone Booth Broadcast for the brief sample regarding Cryogenics... startartisttitle00:00Budhaditya ChattopadhyayBenaras04:00SadayatanaIntro04:47Psychophony 425principle of abstinence - principle of death09:47GuildAtonement12:18Andrey KiritchenkoViolet Molecule14:16foselThe Great Awkwardness (KM Krebs... ( 1 reviews ) Topics: sadayatana, ambient, dark ambient, experimental, podcast
Great dark ambient from Palancar, live set from Phelios, Tracks from Disturbed Earth's fantastic "hotel". I'm going to bed. Thanks all. startartisttitle00:00SadayatanaIntro01:14PalancarThe Darkest Evening of the Year14:43PalancarCrooked Little House24:44PalancarResidue (Afterwards)33:14PalancarFalling Free39:56PalancarThree Threes54:14PalancarValley of the Shadow63:33PalancarPeacefulness75:52SadayatanaVoiceover77:27Phelioslive 01.01.2011130:35SadayatanaVoiceover132:35foselDeep With... Topics: sadayatana, ambient, dark ambient, experimental, podcast
Tracks from Backyard Ghost, and his other project with The Spirit Dies: The Grave Dominion. New releases from Treetrunk Records, Dark Winter, and Webbed Hand Records. Tracks by Nathan Larson and Brooks Rongstat... What do you have? A heady brew my friend... Take just before bed in a darkened room. startartisttitle00:00The NumberJackThe Intro Feat. Vince Price02:27Bunk DataEyes Burned With Anguish08:22PrioriAurora09:46The Grave DominionBitter Harvest15:10Bulkratea frozen realm23:29Backyard... ( 1 reviews ) Topics: sadayatana, ambient, dark ambient, experimental, podcast
Thanks to Modulator ESP for playing live on Sadayatana. It was a fantastic set. Man I bet he's going to be dragging ass into work on Monday. Sunday there in the UK they lose an hour due to daylight savings time and he was up till 4 am playing live on the show. AWESOME! The middle section was a Dark Winter netlabel megamix with a twist. I had remixed several of the large tracks available there and then mixed them together for about an hour. Thanks to the artists involved. I seriously can't get... Topics: sadayatana, ambient, dark ambient, podcast
The flesh surrenders itself, he thought. Eternity takes back its own. Our bodies stirred these waters briefly, danced with a certain intoxication before the love of life and self, dealt with a few strange ideas, then submitted to the instruments of Time. What can we say of this? I occurred. I am not . . . yet, I occurred. - Frank Herbert, Dune (1965) startartisttitle00:00PalancarFebruary 2, 2008 Part 1 (The Omicron Transmission)22:00PalancarJanuary 6, 2008 (City Abandoned to Electric... Topics: dark ambient, experimental, drone, podcast, john tocher, palancar, sadayatana
Because we don't know when we will die, we get to think of life as an inexhaustible well. Yet everything happens only a certain number of times, and a very small number really. How many more times will you remember a certain afternoon of your childhood, some afternoon that is so deeply a part of your being that you can't even conceive of your life without it? Perhaps four or five times more, perhaps not even that. How many more times will you watch the full moon rise? Perhaps twenty. And yet it... Topics: dark ambient, drone, experimental, podcast, grove of whispers
Music by Disturbed Earth, Pixyblink, Mystified and C.P. McDill (aka Drone Wallah) make up the bulk of the show. Thanks to Disturbed Earth and Mystified for providing the music. Mystified sent me 10 samples that he called BoneGen. He said I could play them in any order I liked in lieu of playing live. I opted to choose the order based on Tarot Cards and the I Ching. Thanks to Altocumulous and Michael Corbett for helping select the order. Field recordings used taken from field recordings netlabel... Topics: sadayatana, ambient, dark ambient, disturbed earth, drone, experimental, mystified, podcast
We have numerous, extremely naïve assumptions built into our thinking, and our most venerable explanatory engines, such as science, happen also to be our oldest explanatory engines, and therefore they have built into them the most naïve and unexamined assumptions. - Terence McKenna, Psychedelic Society (1984) A show where I remix only my own music... It starts with a live remix of the horror film "Carnival of Souls", but since that and "Island of Lost Souls" are a couple... ( 1 reviews ) Topics: dark ambient, experimental, noise, podcast, grove of whispers, john tocher
Well... another disastrous show. I guess I spilled water on the keyboard or something. First a whole lot of files I had downloaded were erased --right before my eyes! Then the computer locked up just before the end. The times and track titles were lost and I had to reconstruct the playlist below by hand. Another Frankenstein podcast... some assembly required. Don't take any of this as an indication that it won't be fun to listen to. It is! Trust me... I trust you! startartisttitle00:00Stillborn... Topics: dark ambient, drone, experimental, podcast, , kiriloff's balalaika orchestra, vladimír hirsch
It's not that I don't believe in contemporary literature, but I don't want to waste valuable time reading any book that has not had the baptism of time. Life is too short. - Haruki Murakami, Norwegian Wood (1987) startartisttitle00:00Zreen ToyzAlmost Palpable Death20:20Arco EnarmonicoDelay Sex Soundtrack20:51AnuskabinettEjaculation21:45EgidaSlow Spells In You23:58Zreen ToyzThe Mariana Abyss36:13Zreen ToyzBeyond Infinite Caves45:33Zreen ToyzBathyscaphes Choreography54:45Zreen ToyzA Sarcophargus... Topics: dark ambient, experimental, noise, podcast, sadayatana, wings of an angel, zreen toyz
We humans, on coming into the world, find we have one sorry privilege--the privilege of feeling ourselves live, with all the fine illusions that follow as a consequence, the illusion, in particular, that this inner experience we have of a life forever varied and changing--changing according to time, circumstance, or fortuity--is a reality outside ourselves. - Luigi Pirandello, The Late Mattia Pascal (1923) startartisttitle00:00Wings of an AngelPurity Sacrifice (unreleased)22:00Shane... Topics: drone, dark ambient, experimental, podcast, shane morris, john tocher, wings of an angel
It was not until the ant and Veig had passed each other that Niall realized that he had been reading the ant's mind. It was a sensation like actually being the ant, as if he had momentarily taken possession of its body. And while he had been inside the ant's body, he had also become aware of all the other ants in the nest. It was a bewildering feeling, as if his mind had shattered into thousands of fragments, yet each fragment remained a coherent part of the whole. - Colin Wilson, Spider World:... Topics: dark ambient, drone, experimental, podcast, grove of whispers, liroso & sanefiftyfour, meho,...
A film is a petrified fountain of thought. - Jean Cocteau, Esquire magazine (February 1961) startartisttitle00:00Juan Antonio NietoStatic-204:54ovdk vs seetycadsm III - the cristalline entity20:38ovdk vs seetycatoward the yanan dağlar31:10EugeneKhaThe Lost November34:24Juan Antonio NietoStatic-555:30Juan Antonio NietoStatic-659:04ovdk vs seetycaryuma go70:06Kinematik VKEReturning The Hind77:56Juan Antonio NietoStatic-481:29Juan Antonio NietoStatic-390:18EugeneKhaThe Lost June Topics: dark ambient, experimental, drone, podcast, eugenekha, juan antonio nieto, kinematik vke,...
Sometimes, when I was sitting in the Crimson Cabaret on a rainy night, I thought of myself as occupying a waiting room for the abyss (which of course was exactly what I was doing) and between sips from my glass of wine or cup of coffee I smiled sadly and touched the front pocket of my coat where I kept my imaginary ticket to oblivion. - Thomas Ligotti, Teatro Grottesco (2006) startartisttitle00:00IcosteEve07:07Synaptic NecropolisEcho Into Void (EI-Reflection)11:20Steam... Topics: dark ambient, drone, experimental, podcast, icoste, mescaline sessions, steam flow, stefan paulus,...
The last two hours is just me playing live. Some of the new Rain release from webbed hand is heard too. Somnaphon: Rain 1. Love those rain releases. Also, some of an album I am working on gets played. Making music is fun. I hope you like it as much as I do. A poetess who had died young of cancer had said in one of her poems that for her, on sleepless nights, 'the night offers toads and black dogs and corpses of the drowned.' - Yasunari Kawabata, House of the Sleeping Beauties (1961) ... Topics: dark ambient, soundscapes, experimental, podcast, john tocher, my day is gone, somnaphon, the ink...
A number of people have associated with them a personality that is not theirs, one that is borrowed from one or more members of their emotional environment. To be born into a family is to be, if I may say it this way, possessed. This possession is transmitted from generation to generation: the enchanted becomes the enchanter in projecting onto his children what was projected onto him—unless an awakening comes to break the cycle. (...) For the awakening to become operable, I must make the... Topics: dark ambient, drone, experimental, podcast, cousin silas, in, nagual art, wings of an angel
We are all our own graveyards I believe; we squat amongst the tombs of the people we were. If we're healthy, every day is a celebration, a Day of the Dead, in which we give thanks for the lives that we lived; and if we are neurotic we brood and mourn and wish that the past was still present. - Clive Barker, Foreword: Books of Blood 1-3 (1984-85) startartisttitle00:00Jack HertzCaterpillar Stem 2 (unreleased)01:21C. ReiderDrone For Oil21:25Jack HertzRain41:13PolluxNeo Tokyo53:53John TocherGrove... Topics: drone, dark ambient, experimental, podcast, , c. reider, jack hertz, jon 7, mystified, pollux,...
I woke up as the sun was reddening; and that was the one distinct time in my life, the strangest moment of all, when I didn't know who I was — I was far away from home, haunted and tired with travel, in a cheap hotel room I'd never seen, hearing the hiss of steam outside, and the creak of the old wood of the hotel, and footsteps upstairs, and all the sad sounds, and I looked at the cracked high ceiling and really didn't know who I was for about fifteen strange seconds. I wasn't scared; I was... Topics: drone, dark ambient, experimental, podcast, grove of whispers, wings of an angel
And death shall have no dominion.Dead men naked they shall be oneWith the man in the wind and the west moon;When their bones are picked clean and the clean bones gone,They shall have stars at elbow and foot;Though they go mad they shall be sane,Though they sink through the sea they shall rise again;Though lovers be lost love shall not;And death shall have no dominion.And death shall have no dominion.Under the windings of the seaThey lying long shall not die windily;Twisting on racks when sinews... Topics: dark ambient, noise, experimental, podcast, colin blake, helyptronics, kolpakopf, synthetic mind...
You buy furniture, you tell yourself, this is the last sofa I will ever need in my life. buy the sofa, then for a couple of years you're satisfied that no matter what goes wrong, at least you've got your sofa issue handled, then the right set of dishes, then the perfect bed. The drapes. The rug. Then you're trapped in your lovely nest, and the things that you used to own, now they own you. - Chuck Palahniuk, Fight Club (1996) startartisttitle00:00Grove of Whispers2014-03-22 March... Topics: dark ambient, drone, experimental, podcast, christian doil, eugenekha, grove of whispers, scott...
The Edge... There is no honest way to explain it because the only people who really know where it is are the ones who have gone over. The others--the living--are those who pushed their luck as far as they felt they could handle it, and then pulled back, or slowed down, or did whatever they had to when it came time to choose between Now and Later. But the edge is still Out there. Or maybe it's In. - Hunter S. Thompson startartisttitle00:00Grove of Whispersuntitled21:42Wings Of An AngelThe Lowly... Topics: dark ambient, experimental, drone, podcast, grove of whispers, meho, wings of an angel,...
...and to this hour the image of Carmilla return to mind with ambiguous alterations--sometimes the playful, languid, beautiful girl; sometimes the writhing fiend I saw in the ruined church; and often from a reverie I have started, fancying I heard the light step of Carmilla at the drawing room door. - Joseph Sheridan Le Fanu, Carmilla (1871) startartisttitle00:00SiJ + Astral & ShitKömaparàbola (Part 1)03:00ArcticaIllidriel61:47Lluvia AcidaPali Aike66:40Rec008Fragment 575:36SiJ + Astral... Topics: dark ambient, experimental, noise, podcast, arctica, lluvia acida, rec008, sij + astral & shit,...
Did a mix of almost all Jon7 music from the site jon7.net. In the background I ran loops continuously from Bing Satellites. The samples available here: Bing Satellites - Accidental Music volume 1 - create your own. Thank you to Bing Satellites for allowing me to use them in my podcast. I'm not sure you can hear them but the samples are awesome and provided an audio broth for mixing in Jon7. In the middle of all this madness... Brooks Rongstad of Exuviae and Nathan Larson of Bunk Data played... Topics: dark ambient, drone, experimental, podcast, jon 7, montserrat caballe, podcast, sadayatana, xopher...
Here on the quiet page I'm master, just as I'm master in the darkroom, stirring my prints in the magic developing bath. I shuffle like cards the lives I deal with. Their faces stare out at me. People who will become other people. People who will become old, betray their dreams, become ghosts. - C.J. Koch, The Year of Living Dangerously (1978) startartisttitle00:00Red FogThe Silicon Hawk Is Watching12:16Astral & Shitvolutabrum18:47Red FogAbove The Storax Sedan Cloud30:48Astral &... Topics: dark ambient, drone, experimental, podcast, astral & shit, red fog, wings of an angel
"Love is like a wind stirring the grass beneath trees on a black night," he had said. "You must not try to be definite and sure about it and to live beneath the trees, where soft night winds blow, the long hot day of disappointment comes swiftly and the gritty dust from passing wagons gathers upon lips inflamed and made tender by kisses." - Sherwood Anderson, Winesburg, Ohio, (1919), "Death" startartisttitle00:00Grove of... Topics: dark ambient, experimental, drone, podcast, sadayatana, berthelot, lilly, meho, nadador nocturno,...
It seems to me what is called for is an exquisite balance between two conflicting needs: the most skeptical scrutiny of all hypotheses that are served up to us and at the same time a great openness to new ideas … If you are only skeptical, then no new ideas make it through to you … On the other hand, if you are open to the point of gullibility and have not an ounce of skeptical sense in you, then you cannot distinguish the useful ideas from the worthless ones. - Carl Sagan... Topics: ambient, dark ambient, experimental, podcast, judith peacock cummings, lucette bourdin and darrell...
Danny: What about Room 237? Hallorann: Room 237? Danny: You're scared of Room 237, ain't ya? Hallorann: No, I ain't. Danny: Mr. Hallorann. What's in Room 237? Hallorann: Nothin'. There ain't nothin' in Room 237. But you ain't got no business goin' in there anyway, so stay out. You understand? Stay out! - The Shining (1980) startartisttitle00:00Grove of WhispersOutpost (extended version)14:19SpectricalEmergent Forms75:40Negative EholotManok78:58Meho03.00 a.m.84:42MehoWalking Into Someone's... Topics: dark ambient, drone, experimental, podcast, sadayatana, meho, negative eholot, spectrical
Dreams, as we all know, are very queer things: some parts are presented with appalling vividness, with details worked up with the elaborate finish of jewellery, while others one gallops through, as it were, without noticing them at all, as, for instance, through space and time. Dreams seem to be spurred on not by reason but by desire, not by the head but by the heart, and yet what complicated tricks my reason has played sometimes in dreams, what utterly incomprehensible things happen to it! -... Topics: dark ambient, experimental, drone, podcast, jack hertz & total e.t., my day is gone, my own...
It was to be a quick peek through a hand-wide crack, but enough to risk disillusionment and the dispersal of all the enchanting traumas he had articulated in his brain and his books, scattering them like those peculiar shadows he supposed lingered in that room. And the voices—would he hear their hissing which heralded her presence in a zone swirling with roping shapes? He kept his eyes fixed upon his hand on the doorknob, turning it gently to nudge open the door. So the first thing he saw was... Topics: dark ambient, drone, experimental, podcast, , erik satie & peter j, l'horrible passion, muhr,...
At night the choppers buzz the bamboo roof of the jungle, dumping from three thousand feet to little more than a hundred, circling, climbing, circling again, no LZ to land in, no casualties to pick up. Above the roar of the rotorwash come the shrieks of the damned: wails, moans, plaintive cries of Vietnamese. It’s real William Castle stuff, weird sounds and screaming meemies, but even knowing it’s coming from a tape recorder, even hearing the static hiss of the loudspeakers mounted on the... Topics: dark ambient, drone, soundscapes, podcast, , edu comelles, enoch's vision, fornax, fosel, irene...